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hurt
04:12
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I knew you would hurt me
But I let myself trust one more time
I though maybe you would be different from the rest
One last time, brick by brick
I build my walls up again and hide away within its shadow
Forever will I be that lonely little girl
Watching the world through her bedroom window
Here I stand once again, alone
Turns out you were just like the ones before
But this time it hurts much more
Because I let myself believe you would stay
Stand naked before you
Allowing you to see all the cracks in my soul
In you I found a home, a place I had never felt before
But always longed for
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losing you
03:16
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My heart is breaking at the thought of losing you
I think back to all the nights you got me through
Remembering the nights we laid awake, listening to all our favorite tunes
I know we don't know where to go from here, after all this pain
We're left wishing we could turn back time
Make this right and heal our broken hearts
We gave too much of ourselves
Lost sight of who we were
We've all been hurt
We came together to ease the pain
But we ended up hurting ourselves in the end
All the nights we got each other through the pain
But this time it was us that caused the hurt
I know we never meant to cause each other so much pain
Now we're left out in the rain
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ghost
04:39
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Invisible in the corner, just a ghost among all these souls
From the outside looking in
Hidden in the shadows, screaming out loud
No one knows, I'm just another face in the crowd
I'm a ghost
Like fallen leaves drifting through the wind
Wanted only for a season, a seasonal friend
When that season has passed
You throw me away life broken glass, and I'm left bleeding in the end
I'm drowning in a sea of people, going all their own way
Passing me by as if I don't exist
Would anybody care if I were to fade away
Would I even be missed
You took all that I had, as you slammed the door
You broke my heart into a thousand pieces
You left it shattered on the floor
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liability
03:22
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I tear down my walls
I let you in
When you get to close, I push you away again
I know I make it hard to love me
You'd be better off without me
I know I'm too much for you
Cause I'm too much for me too
I'm a liability
So I have to leave
I have to walk away to keep you safe from me
I'm just trying to breathe
Just trying to survive
I want to fall asleep and I don't know if I want to wake up this time
Because I'm tired of fighting every single day, just to still feel this way
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blank page
03:20
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Here I am again, staring at a blank page
Trying to find the words to say
Will I ever learn
Not to give so much of myself to people who will use me and abuse me
Once again, I found the best in you
My heart is breaking
I can't find the words to say
Because I've already wrote them a thousand times
Consumed by all these emotions I've felt before
This feeling is all too familiar
Why do I hold so much hope that people can be better
I trusted once again
Now I'm left out in the cold again
Here I am, once again in this place
I'm staring at this blank page
Trying to find the words to say
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6. |
break free
03:04
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Darkness follows close behind me
Will I ever be free
I try to run, I try to hide
It always catches up to me
I'm in chains, held captive by this emptiness inside
I've built up walls that you can't tear down
If you want in you'll have to climb
I refuse to let you break me this time
Imprisoned within walls built of self-doubt
Will I ever get out
You tore me apart, ripped my heart out
You left me bleeding on the floor
And after all this time, your words cut just as deep
I've built up walls that you can't tear down
If you want in you'll have to climb
I refuse to let you break me this time
I've been cut down, I've felt pain
It only gave me strength
Now I'm strong enough to break these chains
I'm breaking free from the hold you have on me
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Nightingale Apparition Michigan
Nightingale Apparition strives to promote hope and healing in the darkness through their raw emotion.
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